In meditation, God revealed to me that I was looking at how the world would view me since I had sex, not how God views me. It doesn’t matter that I failed to God. He’s worried about what I do after I fail. Which was run to Him as He wants. I never viewed myself or my life through His eyes, I viewed them through my eyes which had help from the world.
“For I know the plans I have for you” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
“Confess your sins and pray for each other and you will be healed.”
But confess to the right person. My friend I called to confess to is a great friend but I still felt guilty in a way. Telling my mom what happened and confessing to her gave me healing and freedom.
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